people are so fucking rude
so many drugs to memorize right now wah
i want to get a mandala tattoo so bad, i got my taxes back but I’m so hesitant to drop money for it! theres only one artist i would go to and he’s in new york and ahhh i just might do it.
it really fucking sucks when someone you’ve known for over 10 years just disappears and constantly avoids you. i’ve reached out for the last time with a stupid facebook friend request because, oh great you’ve left the country, shut off your cell phone, and taken my only brother who probably doesn’t even remember me now
im utterly freaked out. today is my mother’s birthday and i decided to go through some old photos of her. I found a photo of her that I had never seen before. It was when she was in her early 20s and she was posing near her car and in the background was a tan house. A week after my mom passed away I had a dream about her. It was the most vivid dream of her that I will always remember. She...
i really do not know how to organize my emotions and thoughts in my head. I over think things like crazy which leads to a lot of questioning. i have no idea whether or not my reasoning to feel a certain way is just to please someone else’s rationality. I’m always the irrational one and maybe thats true. maybe i’m just the fucked up one. i’m the one walking on egg shells...
‘So you’re born in the capital of the world and you can never escape. And that’s...– (via ski7s)
the things i do for love and a pointless holiday. baking various brownies from scratch and buying my main man a deep fryer for our anniversary
why am I so weird, I’m literally sitting here diagnosing myself trying to find medications for my behavior because I’ve run out of ways to cope.